My buddy Andrew

carly135 By carly135, 24th Mar 2014 | Follow this author | RSS Feed | Short URL http://nut.bz/2rcdrans/
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committed suicide 5 months ago, very devastated, was my buddy, a friend that I never wanted to lose this early in life

My buddy Andrew

Don't stand at my grave and weep
I am not here, I am in a place called hell
I am a thousands winds that blow
I have only slipped away to the next room
I am I, you are you
what ever we were to each other, that we are still
play, smile, think and pray for me
But why! I ask did you leave us all in confusion!
Andrew! I knew you were better than this, it was not expected
I've lost an incredible person well known for his intelligence and sense of humor,
But I must remember the joy he brought to this world
he was always there to help me out in any situation
you will be missed dearly! I was in shock when I heard you took your own life
Thinking ill never get to see you again
I haven't got over that fact
Its hard cause you were always there for me no matter what
its gonna take a while to process
Im gonna remember the man that made this choice isn't the man we should remember
He brought hope, love and intelligence into everyone he knew
As I know he had great potential ahead of him , im so lost without you buddy
It kills me not knowing the time we talked would be our last
I have had countless dreams about you and I just wish that the one time I see you wouldn't have been in my dreams
I need you, you helped me through so much
its scars me when I close my eyes and cant see you
I get scared when you escape my mind
I hate relying on photos to see your face
however, when I close my eyes and get to see that your still here is the closest I can get to happiness
I might not always be able to see you, but I'll always feel your warmth
Nothing will ever be the same without you
You had great inspiration and motivation
Still is so unreal to me, I don't no what to think
you were like a brother to me, a shoulder to cry on whenever times got tough
I wish I could of helped you the same way you helped me
Best wishes Andrew, You have my condolences

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Commited Suicide, So Sad, Too Young For This

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author avatar carly135
I started writting when i was a kid, im now almost 23.Any advice to be better would be bentifical.

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author avatar Donald Pennington
25th Mar 2014 (#)

I'm so sorry for your loss.

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author avatar carly135
25th Mar 2014 (#)

its okay

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