Lost in thought

carly135 By carly135, 26th Mar 2014 | Follow this author | RSS Feed | Short URL http://nut.bz/28h9j08p/
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alone and lost and not sure where to go, reaching the end of my rope, mind wont escape the negative thoughts

Lost in thought

As i wander down the lonely road of life
I wonder why all I've ever has is a shit load of strife
I no longer see a light ahead of me
Should i try and save whats left of me?
Trying to find an escape route, just aint fuckin seeing it
living in a nightmare day to day
suffering alone, nothing matters at this point
cause im at the end of my rope
put up with this for months, its getting to hard to do
I dont no how to say it, all the darkness inside
My days end with tears, sad and hopeless
these feelings never go, in fact they only worsen
I needa find something healthy to do to get my mind off everything
just don't no what
everything seems so wrong in my life, cant do simple tasks no more
too afraid to live, always being judged for who i am or what i do wrong
I feel like an outcast like never before
Im tired of pretending Im alright
cause im far from it, i feel so dead inside
Im not afraid to go, i need to get my courage up and do something better with my life
I can no longer cope, nothing seems to be working
no hope of finding light anytime soon
cant make anything right, not even noticed
as i slowly fade out of everyone's life
hope all is well when i disapear into the darkness
i don't deserve to be here anyway
if only i knew how,..

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Alone, Depressed, Lost, Where To Go

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author avatar carly135
I started writting when i was a kid, im now almost 23.Any advice to be better would be bentifical.

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author avatar Fern Mc Costigan
27th Mar 2014 (#)

Interesting post!

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author avatar cnwriter..carolina
27th Mar 2014 (#)

yes it is but perhaps not so much swearing...puts people off...just one or two will do....

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author avatar Donald Pennington
27th Mar 2014 (#)

cnwriter..carolina Isn't it her writing?

Hi Carly. Feel free to message me anytime. I know approximately 153,214 distracting jokes to help get you through the rough spots.

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author avatar carly135
27th Mar 2014 (#)

Thanks donald

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author avatar MarilynDavisatTIERS
18th Apr 2014 (#)

Good afternoon, Carly, I won't give you platitudes of hang in there, etc. I would say though that reaching out in this way can dissipate some of the feelings- from inside to paper. I would ask if you have any close confidants or if you are still in school, anyone to talk to. I've been in recovery for about 25 years, but before that my life seemed barren and bleak as well. Thank you for being vulnerable enough to write this. ~Marilyn

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author avatar Wright
9th Dec 2014 (#)

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