carly135 By carly135, 25th Mar 2014 | Follow this author | RSS Feed
Posted in Wikinut>Family>Domestic Violence & Abuse

feeling so lost without you, don't know what to do or even where to start


Where do I go? when im feeling so lost and don't want to be found
cause I feel so hurt im done trying to hide my emotions
Its just getting harder and harder to do
I try to forget the pain I caused
drowning and trapped in my own mistakes
I cant get out no matter how hard I try
I feel so alone all I have is myself
I have been told with time things will get better
But It never does
some of you pretend you know me, some of you don't care to
But you don't no the real me
crying so much its becoming hard to terminate
Mis-treated, and Mis-used
unloved and refused
I started doing drugs and dating some thugs
cant seem to distinguish what's real anymore
everywhere I go I get treated like a piece of shit
im trying to change for the better me
this life is a nightmare, all the emptiness inside is taking over
Why do I keep coming back to you?
You've hurt me too many times
But I cant let this keep happening to me
Im done with your stupid shit
It may feel great to be a jerk to someone but in the long run your just losing friends and ruining their life
cause im over your shit for good hopefully


Where Do I Go Feeling So Lost, Where To Begin

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author avatar carly135
I started writting when i was a kid, im now almost 23.Any advice to be better would be bentifical.

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