Breaking down

carly135 By carly135, 30th Apr 2014 | Follow this author | RSS Feed | Short URL http://nut.bz/2uggvsaa/
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To my breaking pount, trying to change things, quit drugs for the better me

Breaking down

I know i am differnt cause i have found myself
You dislike me cause im unique from everyone else
I cry so hard cause thats who i am
I heard your opionions and i dont give a fuck
My world used to revolve around what others thought of me
I was scared of being misunderstood but thats no longer a fear because thats just the way i am
Cause im done living the victim
I just wish i could break down and let it all out and finally be found
Im tired of hiding from what hurts
Its all trapped inside
So ive got my ways to escape reality
That is only for so long
Ive choosen the wrong path
Too much hurt and sadness is hidden
I know i do these things for reasons that are too hard to explain
I didnt want to be this type of person, what have i become?
No matter how hard i try i cant seem to let this sadness go, but luckliy ive learned to hide it alot better
I ask why? Why does it have to be me
But i keep these scars as a reminder
What breaks me, makes me
I jdont want to feel this pain
I dont want to lie awake at night cause the neightmares scare me
I gotta keep fighting this battle within me and hopefully il make it out sooner or later

Tags

Drugs, Fuck It, Hardships, Who Have I Become

Meet the author

author avatar carly135
I started writting when i was a kid, im now almost 23.Any advice to be better would be bentifical.

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author avatar Fern Mc Costigan
1st May 2014 (#)

Nice post!

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