A lesson learned

carly135 By carly135, 23rd Mar 2014 | Follow this author | RSS Feed | Short URL http://nut.bz/17bmate_/
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learning the purpose of life, coping with healthy skills, being happy instead of sad

A lesson learned

Im on the path to happiness and knowing what I actually want in life
seeing a future, knowing I wont be depressed forever
puts thoughts in my mind of being thankful
im learning through all my struggles in life
cause im tired of all this hurt and confusion
tired of wishing for more but not knowing which way to turn, and sometimes too scared to look back
although im blinded by a dark spot full of regrets, I see a little light that shows a future worth living
I needa embrace the gift of life
the demons inside grows stronger each day
suffering, crying, hoping, wishing, coping
just searching for the light to guide my way
not knowing what its like to feel happy
cause its been so fuckin' long
the things I've experienced will scar me for life
growing up I've seen wrong and very little right
I don't want to become something larger then life
I want to become something real and so right
before I make a decision I always think twice
but given a second chance for hope and happiness is what I've been
for I need to let go of the past and move on
cause I know everything happens for a reason, im having a hard time letting go
always getting wrapped up in the negative
I needa live for today not tomorrow
cause the past is the past for a reason
its done and unchangeable and I just needa find a way to move on
and move on for good and be a happy person

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Coping More Usefully, From Depression, Learning Process, Path To Happiness

Meet the author

author avatar carly135
I started writting when i was a kid, im now almost 23.Any advice to be better would be bentifical.

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author avatar cnwriter..carolina
24th Mar 2014 (#)

just do it Carly...keep on moving on past all the thoughts, feelings, happenings and always keep joy in your heart

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author avatar carly135
24th Mar 2014 (#)

Thats what im working towards

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author avatar Heidi
25th Mar 2014 (#)

the past is gone, remember it but don't let it DEFINE who you are today or who you will be tomorrow.. always forward and always growing.

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author avatar Donald Pennington
25th Mar 2014 (#)

I remember my poetry phase. Well done.

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